I haven’t posted any fashion photography in a while, but that’s changing this summer! This particular shoot occurred last spring with a fellow creative named Trevor. We went to Urban Outfitters (on Ohio State’s main road) to gather inspiration, but we ended up taking photographs inside the store. It was really fun! The comfortable, vintage atmosphere of UO is one of my favorites next to Anthropologie.

Although this is an oldddd shoot, it’ll have to be the kickoff to this summer’s fashion projects :) .

*I don’t think this poem makes much sense. It’s 2am and I’ve been exhausted most of the day. Enjoy reading fragments of my jumbled mind

 

This late night, my mind runs into love

What is it all about?

It hits me like a belly flop at the deep end.

Ouch. That one squeezes my heart really good.

Love.

How many times have I been surprised by love?

These eyes of fire see straight through me

Yet there is nothing but kindness in them

My Lover says He’s buried treasures in my heart—

Of gems and diamonds that went thru the furnace.

As each day passes on my short timeline

They stack higher in my treasure chest

 

I feel His voice sighing in my heart

These precious stones can’t be kept to myself

I must share these jewels with a courageous smile

O Lover, I bow my head before Your throne of Grace

I need Your help to reopen this locked gateway

Peel off the calloused layers that concealed it for years

Have mercy, my King, I cannot do it without You

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God;

I will strengthen you, I will help you…

I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

 

For the first time in a while, I write about this.

This character hasn’t been revealed in the story yet,

But once the flower blooms, the secret will be out.

It is a story about you and me, lovers and friends

The Maker of our souls knows the beginning and the end,

So we mustn’t grow anxious of what shall unfold soon

It stirs up excitement in our bellies, but… why “but”?

Is it just a figment of our own fantasies that captivates us?

 

Why do we fear the pain of falling deeper and deeper?

Our lips sing and testify of this wonderful love

Yet, hiding underneath those facades, terror directs our feet.

Oh truly, we fall in love with Love quite easily, so we say

But, we’ve been puppeteer’d by fallen angels who steal our devotion—

Who pump our fists in praise like lifeless mannequins!

You see those slim threads attached to our wrists?

Of course not, they’re invisible veins coming from the heart.

 

It’s true. We fall in love with Love without much hesitation

But love must reach to those who even hate our love

The King calls us lovers and friends because it was meant to be

O, how we need His Spirit to fall afresh on us again

Holy Spirit, come rush through the caverns of our filthy souls.

And reawaken us back to our first, everlasting Love.

 

Let’s risk our pride to love one another with heartfelt affection

If it means being friends first, so be it, let’s craft this friendship

Lip service without the action totally fails the relationship test

Can I be transparent with you?

A God who is Love created us to be lovers and friends

And the more I meditate about it,

Loving Love without loving you can’t be true love at all.

The Spirit reveals the secrets of my heart, even the ones I carelessly overlook.

The Truth has divided my soul into fragments from deep-rooted brokenness

When my mind understands, but my heart fails to follow through;

It feels like a train plummeted me from my feet to the ground

O God of mercy, I ask that You’d fall afresh upon this fragile heart

And find rest in its dusty dwelling place—its temple for holiness

Invade the space

Empty out the clutter with force

And Fill the gaps with Your gentleness

 

The Lord knows I have walls built on the inside

And His discerning people see right through them

To Love is to be vulnerable

Make me a lover of Your Love–a shameless worshipper.

Direct my gaze towards You, away from the harsh observers.

Protect me against friendly backstabbers who use my transparency for jokes.

Why do the sheep forget the voice of their shepherd?

Give me clean hands to praise Your mighty name!

My only desire is to seek the heart of my Father,

And to share in His thoughts and His emotions!

 

I am being cleaned, swept, and molded into His magnificent design

As I gaze at my reflection, I wonder what my spirit looks like underneath this mask of flesh.

Let me care for the health of my inward parts more than what others assume of my exterior

My weakness… I lay it down at Your feet in desperation for daily deliverance

Consecrate me into Your holy nation

Beautify me for the marriage feast

Sanctify my desires

Come, Lord Jesus

And find pleasure in this contrite heart

Churlish lips speak as hot sugars drip from their decayed teeth

Some of the ones I hear smell like rotting fruits in an untended garden.

The stench of their breath enters my heart like a Grim Reaper’s skythe

They lash out from war-torn cities where fires burn and chains clang

As the smoke rises to meet the bruised, purple sky,

Thorny skeletons lean on the hardening, cracked earth

All I see are remnants of these once-beautiful roses

Now they’re nothing more than scorched twigs with bristles

Where has the rain gone?

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